KPTM =(

KPTM or a.k.a Kolej Poly-Tech MARA. malam ni aku tetibe nak wat post tajuk ni. bukan sebab aku belaja kat sini tapi KPTM ni dah hamek adek aku! ouch! what can i say right now is i'm missing u Jeng! (Jeng is the nickname that i gave to my sister). am missing u so badly tau x even still belom 24 hours kita berpisah. uhuk.

kat uma ni kami berdua jer penganggur terhormat. so, most of my time of course la ngan die kan. bergadoh la, bertengkar la, marah2 la, mengamuk sakan la, hang out la, shopping la. memang nama yang akan aku sebut "FAR!". Far tolong itu. Far tolong ini. Far ni pehal. Kakak lempang kang. Far jom la. cepat la Far. haa. see, memang name die jer yang aku akan panggil kan. walau gadoh terjerit2 cam berok makyeh pon, ending nye mesti aku gi kat die. nape? sebab aku sayang die. even aku selalu marah2 die. even aku selalu nak menang kalo gadoh. even aku suke sakitkan ati die. tapi aku paling selesa bercakap ngan die.

but now she's not here. sedih jer time nak balek tadi. dah la lately kitorang selalu bertengkar2. (bese la aku adek wanna be) haha. tapi die pon kalo pape citer kat aku gak. pasni aku nak gadoh ngan sape? nak borak2 bercerita ngan sape? nak buli sape? nak marah sape? nak kejot sape pepagi suruh sidai baju? nak gi jalan2 ngan sape? nak shopping ngan sape? sedihnyeee...... =(

p/s: kalo aku da start keje, t mesti lagi tak selalu jumpe die. almaklumler awal2 ni die xblek uma sgt sbb still xbese ngan life kat KL tu.

it's 3 peeps!

assalammualaikum..

hari 26 jun kan? hmm. ia sangat meaningful to me and love2. (hari tu bb bahasekan diri die love2. haha) 26 jun 2008 bertukar ke 26 jun 2009 bertukar ke 26 jun 2010 and today 26 jun 2011 !! cube kire da bape lame? haa. kan macam soklan UPSR tu maen kire2 tarikh. huhu.

kami sudah berusie 3 taun. hoorayy!!! so, today is our day. Alhamdulillah. thanks to Allah. i can't define my feeling right now. am very2 happy, excited dan macam2 la. hopefully hubungan ni akan berkekalan bahagia selamanya. aminn.

p/s:jeles kengkawan yang laen ade yang da kawen =(

..kepuasan!!..

okeh. as usual la kan bile dengar jer result nak kua memang seram sejuk ajer badan. sampai shaking every time and non stop! haha. then bila da tengok result rupa macam ape, tu da laen citer pulak. kalo OK tu mula lah senyum sampai ke telinga tapi cuba kalo KO plak. huh memang kalo buley nak tukar ajer no phone bia sumer orang tak tanye. huhu. it's norm as a student. =)

okaih. it just an introduction. 17/06/2011 --> memang sumer student UiTM excited giler babun tunggu tarikh ni. haha. me? not excepted! haha. seawal jam 1.45 a.m girlfie aku si FATIN SYAFIQAH da text tnye result aku. but unfortunately aku da membuta. haha. tapi bile aku text her back subuh2 buta tu, die buley plak suruh aku check dlu. adeh! (dalam ati aku ckp "rosak ler mood semangat aku nak pi interview arini" ). bese la bile time2 camni ler result paling rendah yang aku terbayang2. aduh!

but this time, it was a sudden has been a boost for me! hooraayyy!!! lebih semangat ke interview! haha. (senyum sampai keliling 1 muka =D ). Alhamdulillah! thank you Allah for this happiness! thanks because You have been rewarded for all of my hard work! Thanks again!

p/s:

thanks to:

• my lecturer Ms. Nurul Haida bt Johan for your guidance,
• my parents who always give support to me,
• my siblings who are never disturb me when i'm doing my thesis,
• my beloved boyfie Mohd Zaquan who always be by my side in whatever situation and whenever i need you.
• my beloved girlfie Fatin Syafiqah for spending your time with me, listen my problems, having a discussion with me till midnight and sometimes till early morning,
• my beloved girlfie Koko Faezah, Hairudalilah, for lending your time to listen my problems,
• my beloved girlfie Aznie for your guidance even we were not with the same advisor,
• and all friends!

..we'll be officially 3 years..

wah! pejam celik pejam celik rupa-rupa nya we're on our way to our 3rd years anniversary! eee. i loike it! hehe. gadoh, merajok, marah-marah, ngade-ngade, manja-manja. that were the things that we faced for these 3 years. Alhamdulillah Allah still give chance to us for being together. really hope we'll being together till the end of our life! we hope we're meant to be together. okay. yesterday is our day! hehe. we celebrated it early because my boyfie was very busy. yah he work at JB and can't back home every weeks because he only off on sunday. hmm. kesian kat i sebab always merindui love2.

okaih. taknak type panjang-panjang. selamat melihat gambar-gambar yer. huhu.

short description:

love2 fetched me around 11.00 a.m then we straight go to wetex parade. Had our lunch at Chicken Rice Shop. love2 mam gune chopstick! hehe. then we booked our karaoke room. love2 semayang kat Masjid Tanjung. me? tettt. =p then berjalan-jalan melihat sungai Muar. after that baru lah kami celebrate our anniversary at Baskin Robin. lastly kami menikmati hobi bersama that was karok! really enjoy the exciting day with my love ZAQUAN !!

Chicken Rice Shop...

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love2 yang non stop talking =p

my favourite curry laksa! nyum2..

Tanjung...

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on the way ke Tanjung. love2 senyum! =)

menunggu love2 gi semayang...

Baskin Robin..

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2 slices of ice cream cake.

chocolate oreo for him & chocolate strawberry for me =)

(our celebration cake)

me as usual..talkative! potpet2..sampai ketawa tak hengat dunia macam BR tu kami yang punye.. =D

again! die senyum! heeee... i loike!

p/s: ya Allah, i hope You will always give Your bless in our relationship. give us lots of strengths to face anything bad happen now and in future.

semoga kami akan bersatu di dunia dan akhirat. amiinn..

..memang betul-betul berani..

panas!!panas!!wah! dah ler cuaca tengah panas bahang. berita kat paper pon panas gitu. lagi sodap kalo baca sambil pekena pisang goreng panas. wah! haha. okay. ayat sengal sebagai perenggan permulaan. almaklumler aku kan bukan budak sekolah lagi, tu yang tak reti nak wat proper essay macam budak sekolah. ni budak uitm kan. gerek tu. ape kel nak sama cam budak sekolah. haha. LOL!

korang mesti tau kan ape berita panas yang melibat blogger tu. okay. aku taknak cakap pape sebab aku menaip. haha. tapi kan kire hebat gak blogger tu sebab dia berani kerana benar beb! i loike! ada orang yang berani kerana salah. haha. dah la salah pastu nak buat-buat berani. apo nak jadi eh.

okay. no sensitive issue here. no controversial. just nak share ape yang aku terpikir. agak-agak nye isu entry aku (kawan or lawan) (tapi da kene delete) tu buley sampai masok Harian Metro tak? kalo buley sampai kua paper, suke gak aku. buley jadi femes jap. orang pon berpusu-pusu nak view blog aku (tapi jangan lupa klik adv aku yer. kasi aku duit) haha. tapi kan kalo xbuley masok paper, aku syorkan orang yang kecoh-kecoh tu nyorok dalam gua la. nape? sebab takde la hebat mana pon sebab xbuley wat kecoh sampai blog aku masok paper. haha. kalo takat nak buat kecoh standard budak-budak hingusan. alahai. segan ler mak nak nyah! hihik.

p/s: mintak maap yerr...bukan nak mengungkit...tapi nak buat eksperimen =p

are you the cutest thing??

kawan-kawan! i've something to share with all of you! it's very interesting yaww! i know all of you were so cute right? so, don't wasting your time. let's join me in Churp Churp Cutest Thing! competition. what are you waiting for? show to others that you are the cutest thing ever! and make it very special moment for you! come on guys!

just click on the passage below =)

hello friends! do you thing you are the cutest thing? let's join Churp Churp Cutest Thing! show us your cutest thing!

..no name..

since aku dah deactivate my fb acc. so, belog ni aje lah tempat aku menaip. tapi xkan nak post entry setiap mase. an an an. huhu. di keheningan tengah hari ni, aku tak nak ngomel banyak-banyak pon. just nak post quotes yang aku cipta sendiri. haha. poyo!

manusia tidak akan takot dipandang rendah oleh orang lain kecuali diri dia sendiri memang suka memandang rendah terhadap orang lain.

kadang kala untuk nampak hebat, seseorang itu akan bergebang selagi boleh, sedangkan hakikatnya secara realiti mereka tidak mempunyai sebarang kelebihan pon. don't be a hipokritos!

seseorang itu hanya akan terus memburu musuhnya hanya kerana perasaan cemburu dan tidak puas hati. disebabkan itu, dia akan sentiasa menjejaki gerak geri musuhnya namun hakikatnya dia tidak sedar pon akan apa yang dilakukannya.

p/s:sekadar maen2 saja! =p

..spirit of life..

wohoo! ternyata jerat yang dipasang oleh yang nak mengenakan aku tidak menjadi. yess! hooray! aku relax-relax ajer sedang mereka sibuk mencari idea untuk membuat aku sakit hati. (aku baru cakap sikit die dah nak melatah) haha.

okay. bukan nak bercerita tentang mereka yang TAK PENTING itu. tapi nak bercerita yang aku sangat happy hari ni. why? kenapa? sebab hari ni dapat texting with my girlfriends! hehe. yelah since dah abes belajar ni kan. dah abes VIVA. dah tak jumpe lagi. masing-masing dah mencari hala tuju sendiri to start a new life.

tadi bertexted ngan koko faeza & hairudalilah. rasa seronok sangat even takde ape pon yang diperkatakan. just story mory bese-bese ajer. tapi entah ler. kehappyan ni macam melonjak-lonjak ajer.

p/s:thanks to koko and dell for all of your words! love u lah bebeh. xoxo!

..mengalah tak bermaksud kalah..

hello guys! hehe. for the time being, i need to deactivate my Fb account. yelah since dah tercetusnya kontroversi. since ade orang bace belog saya dan tertouching pulak then buat kecoh kat fb. so, as a human being yang mempunyai akal yang waras better kita berdiam ajer dulu. wait until lalat diam. ape nak taip lagi yer? hmm. takde pape dah. sampai sini je kot. takot nanti ade orang yang memang nak bace belog saya..oppsss...silap! terbukak belog saya ni tertouching lagi. and post kat fb sampai dia mati pon dia post lagi. haisy. i just want to say please believe on KARMA!

..future planning..

Hello readers! Say sorry? Had done it! Hehe. From now onwards, no more sensitivity entries okay! Haha. Poyos!

Okay. I think I want talk about life. Yes! It’s about our future. Hmm. Since I just finished for my Bachelor’s Degree in Finance and still waiting for my final result, I’ve been a job seeker okay! Huhu. For the time being, I already got one offer. I’d done the medical check up but still don’t know whether I got the job or not because it’s depends on my cubix test and need to wait until I get the final result. It so weird because usually after done the medical check up, you are being consider get the job but this time. Huh! Tired lorh think about it. It’s ok. Hopefully I’ve chance and place there. =) pray for me okay! Heee.

Okay. Let’s dream that I get that job. With the quite high salary they pay to me. Hmm. Can I use my money wisely? No comment! Haha. Can or cannot I need to manage my money proper ok. For my expenses, give to my parents, monthly car payment, house rental, saving for getting married. Oho! I loike for the last purpose. MARRIED! Heeee… *big smile* =D

With my own salary, I’ll buy my dream car. SUZUKI SWIFT. Okay even peoples out there said “ekeleh. Da lapok ar kete tu. Out dated l ko ni.” Huh! Ade aku kesah? Haha. Da lapok pada ko, bukan pada aku! Heee.

Okay. The after my saving have enough for my wedding, then I’ll getting married with my beloved bb! Hihik. =p wedding planner? Hmm. I already have a plan for my wedding. Wohoo! Giler tak gatal nye aku ni. Haha. Hopefully what was I plan akan jadi sebijik sebulat. Hehe. Then go for honeymoon. Nak gi Amsterdam la. Sebab macam cantik je kan. Then nak gi Italy pulak. Memang nak sangat-sangat pijak Venice tu.

Big bungalow? Ohmaigold! I’m the architect for my house ok! And fyi, plan rumah tu dah ader dah. Hmm. But as you know, nowadays hard for us to find tanah2 lot ni untuk build out own house. Nak tak nak kene la beli rumah taman. But it’s ok. Even rumah taman pon, I dah ade plan dah nak buat cemane. Hoho.

Child? Hmm. Maybe after a year sebab want to spend time together puas-puas baru la buley diganggu dengan bunyi tangisan baby. Owh! Memang perfect jer an. Hmm. 4 cukop la. Hehe. 2 beauties and 2 handsomes. Eee.. memang excited giler!

Check lists!

Complete my degree?	√
Have a good career?	On my way.
Have a dream car? SWIFT	Coming soon after I get my job.
Getting married?	Coming soon. Simpanan belom cukop.
Have a big bungalow?	Coming soon after married.
Have a cute child?	Maybe a year after married.
Retirement?	Already have a plan but still need to be discussing again with my hubby after married.

p/s:how about yours? Tell me. Sharing is caring =)

..sorry seems to be the hardest word..

I want to make apologize to those who were hurt because of my entries. Fyi, all entries posted in this blog is about me. That was what I face, what I feel and what-so-ever. If you are one of the people who were coincidently involved in my life, I’m sorry. I hope after this you go away from my life and please don’t read my blog anymore. I just feel uncomfortable if someone has hurt by reading my blog. No like! I don’t want it happen ok! I don’t want hurting you and you please don't hurt yourself!

p/s:sorry seems to be the hardest word but what can I do? need to say it!